Tired and
Confused....
Sorry, I feel tired
today. Physically and mentally exhausted. Tired of the constant
battle in my head between the part of me that has some interest in
survival and getting better, and the part that has no hope for the
future and doesn't want to carry on. Almost couldn't get the
motivation to write anything today. Sometimes I feel like I have no
access to my emotions. I know they must be there but I am separated
from them. Confused because as much as I am pushing people away, I
desperately hope that I am not abandoned. I sometimes want to be near
people but I'm afraid of them and don't trust them.
A bit of a weird
one today so perhaps I should give up and see you tomorrow.....
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